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When you think you're being watched, you most likely are.

Life is really funny, in that things which have no value turn out to be the most influential on people. Rainy autumn nights. Snowy January mornings. Foggy Winter days. Dank afternoons in the city. Mist blanketing the country air. Walking down a freezing road with nothing but the crows to keep me company. These are all of the things that move me.


If the sun never came out again, I'd be the happiest man alive.

I have only a few friends in life, but I'm a firm believer in quality, not quantity, and thus I am completely satisfied with who I have been lucky enough to share my soul with. It is rare to find a soul mate, and I'm lucky to have more than one in my life at this very moment. It is hard for me to open up to my friends, but once I do, I give myself completely-good, bad, and worse. I'm lucky to know people who put up with my shit.

I live in Wisconsin- for only three years now -, and I love it, actually. I lived in Dallas-Fort Worth Texas for eighteen years, then packed up and moved north. I've come to really love it. The people are nicer, the pace is slower, the air is cleaner, its much MUCH more beautiful, the weather is great, and there is an over abundance of booze. What more could a person want? I plan on staying here for a long time. Does that mean I'm sheltered and a hillbilly? If you think that way, grow up and step out of the box. There is much more to life than what people are expected to enjoy. Most people give Wisconsin a bum rap, but it really isn't that bad. Not bad at all.


When all the others disappear, there will be nobody else to hide from but yourself.

There is certainly more out there than meets the eye. I don't believe in coincidences. Things happen for a reason exactly when they are supposed to. I follow not a path, but sights and smells and sounds and feelings and thoughts and beliefs and intuition. My actions and words might not make a lot of sense to other people, but they make perfect sense to me. You can label me all you want, but that is not going to change how I see the world, act, think, and feel. Just because you don't understand, doesn't mean that I'm wrong. Open up to new ideas. It is very exciting.


Slow down and focus on something...

I am crass. I am blunt. I am a bastard. I am aloof. I am cold. I am a sarcastic asshole. I don't care. I am gentle. I am loving. I am friendly. I am understanding. I am open minded. I am empathetic. Many things matter.

I am many things wrapped together, and I'm still discovering what these things are. I can be confusing and intriguing and boring and completely mad and funny and tiring and annoying and enjoyable. Because I am a human, and these are the things we all do. I try to get along with everybody, but it doesn't always work. There are just certain people I can't be around. I can't really say who these are, but usually I know when I talk to them. I know that I can be very strange to most people, and that's okay with me. It means I'm teaching them to look outside of the box.

As of now I am a full time student with no job. I am working on my BS in Psychology and then am moving onto my Masters in Occupational Therapy. In this journal I post photos, talk about my days (-gaspNO-), delve into my 'pooly' thoughts, share writing, post memes and other stupid shit. Basically I've created this as a place for me. I'm not trying to impress anybody, I'm not trying to promote myself, I'm not trying to sell anything. I'm just here to meet new people, and keep in contact with not-so-new people.

Feel free to friend me or defriend me as you see fit. I'll give the same courtesy in return.


Chances are if you tell me something, I might not believe.

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